А-а-а, голова взрывается. Столько времени прошло, а мне еще не все равно... что же делать-то.
Опять ухожу в себя с головой, бросаюсь из крайности в крайность.
тумц-тумц-тумц-тумц... качаю... качаю рэп... пытаюсь отвлечься... HOT108 - единственная радиостанция, сигаретный дым - единственные мысли, капоэйра - единственный танец, граффити - единственное искусство.
Нет ни фолка, ни фаера, ни танцев, ни ирландских, ни каких либо еще.
Что же делать-то? Shut, shut my muthafuckin mouth up!
Now I know, only I can stop the rain!
Чьорд, мозг завязывается в тугой узел!
Забавно, первый альбом DMX называется Born Looser - уже качаю=)
Вообще хочется скачать больше музыки - разной, никак не связанной с прошлым.
Прошлое, отпусти меня, я не твой!
The Born Loser, not because I choose to be
But because all the bad shit happens to me
I got kids, but their mothers don't want them to know me
Sisters use to like me, but now they call me homie
Use to have a family now I'm out on my own
Had to scrabble the Pitt, cause I tried to take his bone
Bitches don't like me, they don't kiss me or hug me
They call me Kill-pretty, because I'm mad ugly
I use to get pussy, but I busted off quick
Now I get snooched, so I gotta beat my dick
Time are hard in the ghetto, I steal for a living
Eatin dirt and the Now or Laters
If that ain't enough, life is rough, I swear
I don't have an address so I can't get welfare
They kicked me out the shelter
Because they said I smelled a little like the living dead
And look like helter skelter
My clothes are so funky, they bad for my health
Sometimes at night my pants go to the bathroom by their self
Even when I was little nothin went my way
I got beat up, and chased home from school every day
And despite the fact I won all the spelling bees
On my report card, I didn't get F's, I got C's
But for those who choose to snooze
Since I was born with no hope, I ain't got nothin to lose...